I absolutely hate

the days when my heart is so sad

and my paitence is so low

it is days like this that remind me to cling to Jesus even tighter

but it is so hard when you want something so much

that you hurt

your whole body

i hate it so much

i want to be patient i know there will a time

but right now it hurts so bad

that i want to cry

but i am to exhausted to cry

and i want to write

but i am to exhausted to write

and my heart hurts

but even that is exhausting

when father???

when is my turn????

i hate days like this

well

Right now my throat hurts no not really my throat

it's more like my ear.

I don't know something in that region hurts.

I have a test tom. at 8 am

I do not think I am prepared

this will be the second test I take in less than a week

that I am not prepared for.

What is happening to me?

Not that I have ever been super hard core about school

though I have always gone into tests as prepared...

Whatever.

Last week I worked everyday but Tuesday.

I am exhausted.

One thing

That clinicals did a terrible job at teaching you

is how to manage with out a partner

i just got a job that i know i will love

and i know i can do but

i was standing there

learning the ropes yesterday

thinking o me and my partner will be

o wait i am all alone

i have no one to fall back on

shoot