Summer at last!

My class is over!!!!

I am finally on summer break!!!!

I ended up with a B in my class

which I am thrilled about!!!

Yay no more AP ever again

which is a little sad because I did enjoy it

tho I am convinced we got ripped off on

our cat dissections

we beascially cut it open the end

kinda lame in my opinion.

Now I need to take the NET test

and a CPR class and all my pre-techs for the

nursing program at LSC will be done....

My outreach trip is in two weeks to GP

and I can finally allow myself to be excited

without stressing over school...

there is still a lot of things that need to be done before

it but compared to school it is not even close to work...

So I had been really struggling in the guy area

it had taken it's toll on me and I was in a bad mood all around

so the other night I picked up a book called

When God Writes Your Love Story by Eric and Leslie Ludy

[I had read to about 1/4 of it awhile ago but my heart was no where in the right place

so I quite]

well not so this time.

It spoke right to me in the place where I needed it the most.

I recommend it.

Ok church in a few better get ready

<3

Since last time...

I wrote I have worked through so many emotions.

Emotions I guess I didn't even know I had yet.

It was so weird my mind was on a rollar coaster

my heart hurt my head was so full I was sure if I cut it open tons of stuff

would have come pouring out

but, the whole time my heart felt peace.

I know that it will all work out and now I know that

even if it doesn't work out the way that I so badly wanted

I will be ok.

Maybe I needed all those emotions just to get over it

and maybe just to make me stronger

either way I will be ok.

Last week was tough tho

I didn't get anything done so this week I am fighting to catch up

and I think the stress is getting to my stomach because

it has been really painful since tuesday.

I have a test tom that I don't feel perpared enough for

and that is not good since I feel like I am making up ground from the last

two tests.

In lab I got a B a 85.5 percent which is a solid B

and on the lecture well I got a 75.5 percent

which is a solid C and not good in my eyes

so I am fighting my way back up.

I am at a B over all still tho which is ok and this is

harder then A&P I so if I come out

with a B I am ok with that.

It's just keeping it there that will be hard.

I pray God takes pity on me and helps me thru it.

I don't think my brain will hold any more tonight and my test is at

8:30 am so the chances of me studying much in the morning are slim.

I think I better turn in

'til next time...