Since last time...

I wrote I have worked through so many emotions.

Emotions I guess I didn't even know I had yet.

It was so weird my mind was on a rollar coaster

my heart hurt my head was so full I was sure if I cut it open tons of stuff

would have come pouring out

but, the whole time my heart felt peace.

I know that it will all work out and now I know that

even if it doesn't work out the way that I so badly wanted

I will be ok.

Maybe I needed all those emotions just to get over it

and maybe just to make me stronger

either way I will be ok.

Last week was tough tho

I didn't get anything done so this week I am fighting to catch up

and I think the stress is getting to my stomach because

it has been really painful since tuesday.

I have a test tom that I don't feel perpared enough for

and that is not good since I feel like I am making up ground from the last

two tests.

In lab I got a B a 85.5 percent which is a solid B

and on the lecture well I got a 75.5 percent

which is a solid C and not good in my eyes

so I am fighting my way back up.

I am at a B over all still tho which is ok and this is

harder then A&P I so if I come out

with a B I am ok with that.

It's just keeping it there that will be hard.

I pray God takes pity on me and helps me thru it.

I don't think my brain will hold any more tonight and my test is at

8:30 am so the chances of me studying much in the morning are slim.

I think I better turn in

'til next time...